I need to be afraid… more nervous means more vulnerability.
Vulnerability is what people understand, what people relate too.
I hate being vulnerable. And that is still an understatement. It’s painful when that light shines over the dark spaces in my heart. I squint back real tight hoping that the light will turn off.
Ever heard “Facing your fears is what heals you”? Yeah. I hear that all the time. Yet, I prefer to stay in the dark. So far in the dark that I don’t even realize that I’ve got things down there hiding away.
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