Source: Little Things, Anyone Else?
When you wake up knowing something weird is going to happen and then it does. The clock read 4:02 and I felt like it was two hours later. Weird. I went to the bathroom and jumped back into bed and had no hope of falling back to sleep. I said a prayer "Dear God, I … Continue reading Little Things, Anyone Else?
Recently I heard you can't do what you want until you become who you want to be. I've got a couple people in mind when I think of who I want to be. But then I lay in bed and wonder how they can be so perfect. So energetic. So kind. So compassionate. So smart. … Continue reading Shine
via Year">Daily Prompt: Year It's over. And, it's begun. 2016 wasn't rough. It was downright hard. I broke up with people, added a few more to my life. Went to a Shrink. Got a Certificate for a career. Asked for my space. Took on myself as my own responsibility. Started a business. It was amazing. … Continue reading Daily Prompt: Year
I need to be afraid… more nervous means more vulnerability. Vulnerability is what people understand, what people relate too. I hate being vulnerable. And that is still an understatement. It’s painful when that light shines over the dark spaces in my heart. I squint back real tight hoping that the light will turn off. Ever … Continue reading If you’re not nervous you’re doing it wrong
I just want to be alone. I don't want to talk to my mom and I already know she's going to come out here and sit with me and start talking. Why don't I want to talk? Well actually... It's just listening. I don't want to listen. She apologized the other day realizing that she … Continue reading I AM NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR YOUR HAPPIENESS
I cried as I read my new acquaintances blog. (She works at the camp in Montana that I absolutely am obsessed over.) Her stories hit me at my core as I remembered all the similar life lessons I went through when I traveled with The African Children's Choir. Raising kids. Being part of a team. Being … Continue reading slap me in the face, what happened to me?
Five Minute Friday, where a group of women throw caution to the wind and write using a prompt that Lisa Jo Baker sends out. A great way of encouraging other women and to hear what swirls in the minds of others who are just like us.Prompt: BEGINTo begin seems so daunting, yet immediately my fingers itch … Continue reading Five Minute Friday: BEGIN
I am currently preparing my lesson plan for the dance classes I'll be teaching. Whaaaat?! It just took my an hour to learn how to step from my right foot to my left foot, something they call a "ball change". It finally registered that I agreed to teaching this class. Ummm.... I don't know how … Continue reading Did I just sign up for the that?
You know my sins and you still want to be with me. You say you can't live without me and that I'm the best thing that ever happened to you. I don't deserve you. I don't deserve your love. But I love that you love me. You love me, good.